Hello friends, happy Thursday. A lot has been happening lately. I recently went through a breakup with a good man. I was very heart broken at the time until I sat down and thought about it.
I had gotten to the point in my life where I was comfortable. I wasn’t doing anything to better my self. I wasn’t going out my way. I was just there, doing me in a blunt way.
I cried it out for about a good two days and then realized it just wasn’t working. Sometimes you meet the right people at the wrong time. With that, it all made me a better person. I’ve changed my aspects of life and became so open minded. I am ALL about surrounding your self with positivity. The relationship gave me self love and confidence. I truly believe you have to love yourself before you can love anyone else.
I still have days where I feel sad. It’s sad when a relationship doesn’t work. The saddest thing is that I lost my best friend. Sure everyone says “we can still be friends” but that just isn’t true. But I have used that sadness to power me to do my most. I want to go out of my comfort zone and start something new for myself. My Instagram will soon start to fill up with something I love and have a passion for. That being, all things beauty related whether it’s makeup, hair, or skincare. I am hoping to make a career out of it because it’s what I love doing.
Also, being sick with pots takes a toll on any relationship. Relationships with a S.O, friends, and even family. That is another thing I am going out of my way for. I’m doing all I can to get over my pots. I have so many different things that have been shown to make an improvement in pots patients. If it does for me, I will write a post about it and what I did! I would use my pots as an excuse. I’d constantly turn down opportunities to just stay home and lay in bed. When in reality, that wasn’t helping me. These past few weeks, every opportunity I’ve had, I have done. I don’t regret it at all nor do I feel extremely ill from it. If anything it has made me feel motivated and happier. Just proves you have to push yourself to do what is best for yourself.
All I truly want to do is have a life I genuinely love. I want to spend as much time possible with the people I love. Living a dull life isn’t what I want. This quote is perfect for what I’ve been feeling lately. “We all have two lives. The second one starts when we realize we only have one.” -Tom Hiddleston. You are in charge of the life you make for yourself. Make it your best.
If you guys have been going through anything I hope in the end of it all, something great comes from it. Sending lots of love and positive vibes to all of you reading.💛
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